[I want my zeny >:(]

so i don't feel as tho its fair to people in my place, that being i'm on around day 100 something and now i need to wait 200 more days to get the Zeny, but yet noobs at like day 80 will get it before me and i don't find that fair i really really want it so Waframe pleas do something for people in my place i don't what this stupid pistol i got at day 100

can I trade the pistol out for the zeny or something because if I was able to chose at the time I defiantly wouldn’t have chosen this pistol